I have a cycle. Something stressful happens and triggers me. Then I start having flashbacks and nightmares of CSA. Also have a relapse of ED and SH and then I become extremely hyper sexual. I crave very rough, dark sex. I feel so gross and ashamed.
Which is the problem-
My husband a) has a low...
I’ve had a lot of stressful life events lately and the stress has caused a huge flair-up of everything. A huge relapse of my eating disorder. Flashbacks and nighty nightmares of my CSA. I’m just exhausted. I can’t eat. Afraid to sleep. Huge urge to self-harm. Idk what to do. I don’t have anyone...