Your response comes across as quite blunt/rude. I was referring to psychiatric conditions such as bi-polar disorder, borderline, etc. My question was for people with PTSD and have their partners ever given them feedback that they are up and down or quickly changeable.
I am worried that there is something wrong with me.
Each boyfriend has described me as 'up and 'down, change so quickly, nearly crying then laughing, changeable.
A Turkish boyfriend said, ' I would never marry you because mental. Sometimes you are smiling and sometimes not smiling.'
I hate...
' I am dark.'
Not always.
'People can see that I'm weird'
I can't read other people's minds.
' I don't stand up for what is right'
It's hard to speak up sometimes especially when it's someone I know.
' You matter, not me'
We both do but I'm responsible for me.
'I don't love my children'...
Thank you OliveJewel. I couldn't see anything familiar in the list. I would categorize my beliefs as simply ' what I came to see as true ' based on how I was treated in relation to others. I am able to counter them on a conscious level but I believe my subconscious beliefs are what drives my...
Thank you Freddyt. Yes I'm working on countering them. Good idea to keep a notebook But of course my beliefs are so deeply rooted, so old and so very deeply entrenched. I look for something else and I find it's simply not there.
Here are some of my core beliefs:
I am laughable
I am not real
I am to sacrifice myself for others
I do not deserve to say I or Me.
Nobody can assault me anymore than they could assault a plastic doll. It's not possible.
I can fix you.
I am empty.
I can accommodate anything.
I don't own...