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    What If I Don't Want To Get Better

    Of Trolls and Batgirls Batgirl - you rock. I love your posts and I only wish I could be as positive as you. I have been told by many here that they don't like my tone. And I will be the first to admit that I have developed a provocitave persona. Since I excaped my father at the age of 14...
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    Legal Ramifications and Psyco Counsellors

    Thank you.
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    What If I Don't Want To Get Better

    There are only sides to be taken. I appreciate your loving and kind reply but suggesting that there are not sides to be taken suggests that looking the othre way is an option. And that is the option 100% of the people who saw my father beating me took so I don't have much respect for that...
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    Revenge - Infatuation or Therapeudic?

    Anthony, First of all I feel a lot of anger and even hate from some of your posts. (Not to me personally), and I wonder why. It seems a bit to me like someone in a McDonald's hating hamburgers... at little pointless or... missing the point. I want to make it clear that I am not attacking...
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    What If I Don't Want To Get Better

    But I can add this: BECAUSE IT IS STILL NOT OVER.
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    What If I Don't Want To Get Better

    love2hate My handle is a triple pun. But I think I answered your question in my first post.
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    Revenge - Infatuation or Therapeudic?

    I know that infatuation with revenge is common here but is it ever therapeutic to actually get revenge? About a year ago, I tried to rekindle a relationship with my mother who was complaisant in the abuse I suffered and spectacularly negligent in her responsibilities as a mother. I hadn't...
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    What If I Don't Want To Get Better

    Of course there are some things that I could do without: The depression, the panic attacks, the inability to maintain relationships. But my trias and tribulations have also give me a lot. On a deep and profound level I don't want to be like "them". I don't want to act like them. I don't want...
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    Legal Ramifications and Psyco Counsellors

    Basically. I am a deeply distrusting individual. The experiences that I have had, have taught me not to trust anyone. Certainly not the police or the (in)justice system. I am profoundly terrified that a C-PTSD dianosis will do me exactly no good. I am especially concerned that my young child...
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    The Worst Thing About Being Abused? The Continual Blame

    The worst thing about having been abused is that so many continue to blame me for what was done to me and do bad things to me justifying what they do by the actions of those that came before them. It started when my mother was brutally assaulted by my father and then she got the bright idea...
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