I am not sure if this is a hallucination or not, and am NOT looking for a diagnosis or anything but was just wondering if anyone else has ever had the sensation of feeling yourself physically shrink?
Sometimes, usually when I am having sex or masturbating, and before I fall a sleep, and...
Why did you get up this morning (or afternoon for night owls)?
Today I got up because my cats were driving me crazy, lol. I woke up to my cat Shadow sniffing my nose with his wet cold nose...purring unnecessarily loud. My other cat Stinkorton was snorting (he has asthma, so he breathes VERY...
Lately my repetitive bad dreams have been turning into suicidal nightmares. Though I am somewhat thankful I don't really remember my nightmares in vivid detail, the emotion and anxieties from my dream tend to follow me in my mind throughout my day. These nightmares started after I went back to...
I finally figured out one of my triggers. I found out in a very unfortunate way though. My trauma was due to a car accident (getting rear ended by a speeder/racer at a red light). When I was on my way to see a friend, I herd screeching tires, and I thought I was gonna have a heart attack and die...
Ever since my trauma, I have found it very helpful to have some cannabis to help manage my physical pain, anxieties, eating, and sleeping habits. It's not a save-all remedy that replaces any kind of other medication, but in conjunction with other medications, I have found the therapeutic value...
Right now I am in a pickle and looking for advice and stories about experiences and such.
I cannot handle my job at the moment, it's too stressful and making everything exaggeratedly worse. Right now i am on a medical leave, but am struggling with the fact that I might have to quit my job.
For...
I hope this is a place where I can share my thoughts, as disturbing as they are, I feel that writing them out might help.
Even on good days, I have horrible ideations and suicidal thoughts. They just pop in and out. Like nothing out of the ordinary. But on bad days, oh man, It's like holding...
I never knew it can be so hard to go through something like PTSD. I've studied a bit of it and other mood disorders, I thought I knew about it until actually going through it myself. This is something a text book cant teach you to go through.
Now I feel so alone, invisible, like no one cares...
Hello community.
I guess this is where we introduce ourselves right? Well I'll share what I can with you. I guess the most logical is to start at the beginning if anyone will care to read along.
I'll do it in point form so I wont have a long rant lol.
-I am a young 23 yr old woman with an...