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    Feeling as if shrinking?

    I am not sure if this is a hallucination or not, and am NOT looking for a diagnosis or anything but was just wondering if anyone else has ever had the sensation of feeling yourself physically shrink? Sometimes, usually when I am having sex or masturbating, and before I fall a sleep, and...
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    Why Did You Get Up This Morning?

    Why did you get up this morning (or afternoon for night owls)? Today I got up because my cats were driving me crazy, lol. I woke up to my cat Shadow sniffing my nose with his wet cold nose...purring unnecessarily loud. My other cat Stinkorton was snorting (he has asthma, so he breathes VERY...
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    Suicidal Dreams

    Lately my repetitive bad dreams have been turning into suicidal nightmares. Though I am somewhat thankful I don't really remember my nightmares in vivid detail, the emotion and anxieties from my dream tend to follow me in my mind throughout my day. These nightmares started after I went back to...
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    Figured Out A Trigger

    I finally figured out one of my triggers. I found out in a very unfortunate way though. My trauma was due to a car accident (getting rear ended by a speeder/racer at a red light). When I was on my way to see a friend, I herd screeching tires, and I thought I was gonna have a heart attack and die...
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    Medicating With Cannabis

    Ever since my trauma, I have found it very helpful to have some cannabis to help manage my physical pain, anxieties, eating, and sleeping habits. It's not a save-all remedy that replaces any kind of other medication, but in conjunction with other medications, I have found the therapeutic value...
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    Quit Or Work?

    Right now I am in a pickle and looking for advice and stories about experiences and such. I cannot handle my job at the moment, it's too stressful and making everything exaggeratedly worse. Right now i am on a medical leave, but am struggling with the fact that I might have to quit my job. For...
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    My Crazy Thoughts

    I hope this is a place where I can share my thoughts, as disturbing as they are, I feel that writing them out might help. Even on good days, I have horrible ideations and suicidal thoughts. They just pop in and out. Like nothing out of the ordinary. But on bad days, oh man, It's like holding...
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    Feeling Invisible

    I never knew it can be so hard to go through something like PTSD. I've studied a bit of it and other mood disorders, I thought I knew about it until actually going through it myself. This is something a text book cant teach you to go through. Now I feel so alone, invisible, like no one cares...
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    Newbie To PTSD - It Happens

    Hello community. I guess this is where we introduce ourselves right? Well I'll share what I can with you. I guess the most logical is to start at the beginning if anyone will care to read along. I'll do it in point form so I wont have a long rant lol. -I am a young 23 yr old woman with an...
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