Hello, I can really relate to this as I feel exactly the same. I had multiple abusers and they each in turn have left me feeling dirty and impure. After years have gone by I still cant wash myself enough, still feel dirty and unclean. I know I'm not but that's the way it is for me. I don't know...
Sorry that I dont have any advice or answers, just wanted you to know that my partner and I are in very much the same position. Its one problem after another, nothing gets resolved. Too much going on with no answers or help. Lately all we seem to do is argue. He doesn't seem to understand my MH...
I was sexually abused as a child, then went on to have abusive adult relationships and then had sexual assault. When I was a child me and my best friend used to play games, well at the time I seen it as games but lately wonder if it was abuse/me overpowering her. We were same age and at the time...