Oh and yes sorry nearly missed Catjudo... I don't seem to get the above part myself, but the floaty and the not really in me parts is about the same yes.
I'd like to explain Ayesha, but I can't put it particularly well. I just don't have the words, it's very hard to explain anything much about it beyond the terms "disassociation" and "float away" sorry about that.
Kers, it used to be a pretty explainable fear reaction, but I seem to have...
It's a strange feeling, this disassociation cloud. Very hard to explain. Like a little cloud floating into my world and floating out again, with me on it.
Anyone else get this, or just me being weird?
I can absolutely relate to this, when I came out of hospital the first time with a bit of friendly support I cleared seventeen bin bags and three large boxes out of the house where everything had got too much over time and got ignored. Simple things even became just too much over time, like...
You wish comes true... If only you'd realised snow was on it's way you'd have brought the shovel in from the shed, too late now- it's 7 feet deep against the back door now!
I wish I'd not eaten such a massive dinner, I feel throughly fat now!
Do not... name your youngest son the same name you called your older sons hamster eg. if hamster is called Marvin DON'T call wee boy no.2 Marvin as well...
"No one'd ever do that" you think...
No one.... Except... My very own beloved sister!
What was she thinking!!!
In this country it's called Zispin (branded) or Mirtazepine (generic). It might also be called Avanza in other places... but I got that last name from Wikipedia so don't rely on it!
I've been on it three times over 4 years at doses varying from 15mg to 60mg for over a year the first time, a few...
Yes!
I thought I was the only one on Earth who did this! I am really surprised to find lots of people basically saying the same things I would. It's automatic, it can be infuriating, it's worst the closer I get to hospitalisation levels of unwell and it makes it hard to focus. It's often...
I think if he's not on board and he's dragging you down cut him loose. I really think there is only so much you can be expected to go through at once, if he can not or does not wish to support the person that you are then I think you're going to have to consider life without him.
I fear you may find that it becomes a lot like revictimising yourself repeatedly. You need to be sure you can be proffesional in any role but that doesn't just mean how you present your feelings, (controlling outward expression being relatively easy) it also means how you experience feelings. I...
Hi Crayg,
Something I've had to learn through life is that you can't fix everyone, there are times all you will do is exhaust yourself trying. In my personal experience I can not help anyone who wont tell the truth, even if that truth is "I don't wanna tell you". If as it seems this girl is...
Glad to see you giving yourself permission to do the things you need to to move on. I'm new here too, but I'm not new to support groups as such- I've been part of a few. I can definately second what you said about making a safe home a priority. I moved a year ago to a new home and immediately...
Good Morning,
I'm Coast, I'm a British woman aged 29-again and I've got PTSD resulting from child abuse... That's about as much detail as you need to know on that one, appologies for lack of detail.
Anyway back to the point... I am stopping by to say hello and hopefully persuade the management...