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    Update On My Fate

    my boyfriend killed himself in front of my fvcking face 6 weeks ago. at MY house. jumping from MY balcony. handing me his suicide note LOOKING RIGHT INTO MY EYES before doing so. it read "please don't let me be normal i don't want to be normal i don't want to hurt you" thus making it my...
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    Request for Advice on Risperidone

    Has any of you ever taken this antipsychotic? If so, what was your experience with it like? (Sold as Risperdal, Ridal, Rispolept, Belivon, Rispen, Risperin) Side effects> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Risperidone#Side_effects I used to be on it (1,5 mg a day). I am currently struggling with...
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    Made It To 23 - Alive And Well

    still in college, unmedicated, doing far less drugs, making friends. cats still alive. plants too. HAPPY FVCKING BIRTHDAY TO ME!
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    Violent Fantasies - Anybody Else?

    i never really talked much about this because i used to consider it normal, but now i just don't know. i can't help fantasizing about bad things happening to me. being beaten. being forced to have sex, and tortured. being cut up. it's only natural for me to end any line of thought in one of this...
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    Realized Guy I Date Looks a Lot Like Molester From Childhood

    i met this guy, he's 35 and 13 years older than me, he asked me out. i wouldn't want anything serious right now because i'm recently off four years of two abusive/complicated relationships one after the other and i think i need to be alone now, but i could use some interesting company. three...
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    Vera's Mental Imagery

    Q1. What colour is the road? purple / red wine. there are icy blue trees around, but far away on the left and right. Q2. What texture is the road? soily Q3. How solid is the road? not much. You continue walking and come to a river that must be crossed. There before you is the river; the size...
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    Hi - I am Vera

    i am vera.
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