My now wife of 20 years ran up behind me in the pub..asking for protection from an unwanted drunk,who tried fondling her..although i see myself as small and insignificant..im actualy fairly large and he backed off quikly...i escorted her safely to her train...the next weekend she showed up at...
I was told i couldnt have EMDR because i suffer from multiple disorders...like yourself...evidently it can be dangerous depending on the combination of your disorders.
M phobia is meeting new people...more people to think im nuts!....as for spiders and snakes,i pay them respect,but dont fear them...even after being bitten by the male Sydney Funnel Web last year...the worlds deadliest spider..i survived..barely..without medical attention(would definately go for...
"Flor.essence"...is a herbal product that worked for me with the same prob....good to know its immune system related..as this is the worlds most powerful immune system regenerator(used with aids patients i believe)...not to mention IMO the best alround medication on the planet!
Sadly one of my symptoms,of my many disorders is the inability to trust anyone...even my wife of 20 years..i think i believe that she has been monogamous...but i still attack her about other men..daily....it tears me apart when it happens,but i have no control to stop it..i think shes used to it...
Sadly..im either at full rage..or quiet and scared like a church mouse..usually prefering to go quiet to avoid conflict,so i dont hurt anyone else....ive never experienced the in between(normal?)...wish i could.
May possibly be BPD..very similar symptoms..i have both and bi polar,and sometimes have trouble distinquishing false memories(i believe made up to justify the pain and embarrasment)from genuine memories...the human mind can play tricks to justify your existence sometimes...i have found a large...
I have found a therapy that actualy does work..it removes the bad memories/flashbacks and lets you get on with a half decent life...its called "tie cutting therapy"...developed by a reiki master i believe..and practised by only a few therapists that i know of...im lucky enough to live near a...
Hi guys....i havent been around for a while...things have been getting too hard for me and the cook lately and i just havent felt up to it.
Some of you may remmember the attack on our daughter late last year..this has stirred up our emotions,as we have both been there ourselves..anyway,after 14...
ok here goes..suffering ptsd/bpd/ocd/bipolar/adhd/fibromyalgia/anxiety/stress/chronic depression and a few others i forgot..highly inteligent,but fcuked in the head..im from the n.s.w. highlands australia...47yo ex truckie..ex smoker..ex alcoholic..ex biker...ex member of society...married with...
ive got them both..
hi mate...i have been extensively diagnosed by leading experts in australia and found to have ptsd..bipolar..bpd...ocd...disthymic disorder...chronic depression and many more.....im in the too hard basket so i was pensioned off young and left to rot....i believe i was...
hi all...just a quick update,ive been keeping low for a few months.....some of you may remmember my girl jess was bashed and raped by a cab driver...still going thru supreme court..doesnt look good for her attacker..on the up side another driver/serial rapist has been caught by the task force...
lets see...well start with feeling like shit about cutting down "that" tree....i asked a farmer,whos property was used to film return to eden,if i could fall a couple of turpentine gum trees..which surrounded his paddocks...he probably thought a 14 yo kid was after small trees...trouble is the...
jess's attacker is becoming desperate,aplying for bail every second week..hes in remand,and now knows hes about to be dropped feet first into a yard full of the psyco,sadistic mongrels who i once refered to as bro...tough shit asshole..shoulda done your homework..its gonna be jihad on his...
weve just got to wait it out..the offender is trying to claim consent...but we saw the torn clothes and bruising not to mention emotional distress...poor thing...bad way to have your first time...cops say hes going away for a very long time,and will be deported on release...just hope we get a...
sorry if ive triggerred you GRass,ill try and be a little more cautious in future.......thanks for all the support people..this episode has really pushed the limits........my girl ,jess,assures me things are looking up..new apartment with less travel and no need for taxis and her relationship...
my wife was doing great at therapy until they tried emdr(i think)...following a light moving side to side???....anyway it gave her migraines and she doesnt want to return to therapy....seems to have destroyed the good work that proceeded..
well we didnt have any luck getting her to a counselor,but she did see her doctor....she only came home for a few days,and then she hurried back to sydney to try and save her relationship with another girl..although shes never been with a guy,shes been in a couple of gay relationships...her...
my world is so closed in,i cant express myself...took a couple of years before i could play in front of my family..i would shake so bad i couldnt hold the pick if someone was around...ive built a custom 1.8 watt tube amp,to get true tube distortion at ultra low volume,and when everyones asleep i...
i have several nice electric guitars and i dabble with the blues (lead) as therapy when im feeling down..great therapy and the only thing ive tried without completely mastering...but im so low i cant even hold a pick at the mo...