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    Irresponsible Behaviour on The Forum.

    Yesterday after reading a thread entitled ' Coming to Terms with My Trauma' on the 'Chat PTSD' room. I left the site feeling extremely disturbed by what I had seen taking place. A very , very vulnerable young man who has suffered extreme violations against himself by a family member and their...
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    Do You Suffer With a 'Guilt Complex?'

    I have come to realise that the old adage, 'you can't truly love another until you love yourself', to be so very true. I know on the surface this seems to be an obvious behaviour to adopt in terms of moving forward to a healthier psyche. It just seems to be a fundamental prerequisite involved in...
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    What Things Do/Did You Do To Distance Yourself From Your Memories/Pain/PTSD Symptoms?

    I just read a thread on here that reminded me of something I wanted to talk to my T about. My latest and most bleakest moments were accompanied by excessive spending and purchasing. I am in no way a materialistic person and I live a simplistic life. In reflection I feel it was another way...
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    I Went Out With A Friend And Came Home Feeling Good!

    I went out with a new girlfriend and asserted healthy boundaries about this new friendship. I did not move her in (really, I have a habit of accepting people into my life way to quickly), or treat her as my long lost friend. I accepted the invitation to go out and got to know her a little more...
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    Do You Know What Living In the Here and Now Feels and Looks Like?

    I have had a major breakthrough today in therapy and I wanted to share and explore this feeling. Today was not about re-visiting the past, today was about brining me into the here and now. My T kept referring to the date, 'you are here with me now, connected, in April 2008', then she would say...
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    Is This Negative Thinking, Denial or Both?

    I am struggling at the moment - struggling big time! I have lost my ability to be objective about myself. I could do with some major feedback. Your experiences or your ideas, or both! I would like the Anthony, 'no nonsense approach', please! I reckon I need a good slap in the face to jolt...
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    Do You Acknowledge The Good Days?

    Life is a funny old game eh? And life with PTSD is even funnier (sarcasm). I spend so much of my life in a constant state of flux; my energy changes from one minute to the next. Depressed, crying, fleeting happy feelings, sadness, grief, anger, resentment, confusion, empathy, despair etc...
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    Can You Cry? If So, What Do You Cry About?

    For a long time I unknowingly held back my emotions. If I hurt myself I would internalise the pain. If I was hurting emotionally I would hold it all back. Eventually, all of that holding back became a sea of swallowed up emotions, which settled deep down inside of me. I became as barren as...
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    Do You Feel Confused? Do You Have Concerns Over Your Own Perspective?

    This is something that I have particularly noticed for quite some time. I guess I am acutely aware now, as I travel along the path of healing. Intimacy My ex In reflection I can see that I would spend a lot of my time consumed with thoughts of doubt. Doubt over everything; is he being mean...
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    Do You Feel Alone in This World?

    I have this feeling so often and it consumes me at times. I watch and see peoples' behaviour, towards myself and others. I just feel so disappointed by the world (people). I have this constant wish that the world would just get better! It makes me feel like I am all alone in the world and...
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    Help, Official Diagnosis Today of PTSD - I Feel Lost and Alone

    I went to the doctors today to ask about my next phase of therapy and why I have been waiting so long - I believed that my wait was because I was so inconsistent with my last therapist. I explained to doc that I found the sessions really hard as my relationship was falling apart, my timetable...
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    PTSD or PTSS, That is the Question? Sexually Abused and Trauma from Childhood

    Hey there, my name is Vicky AKA 'spiritofnow' which I feel is very apt as part of this condition holds us to the past, which i am trying to break free from. I am 36yrs old, single with one child. I reside in the UK. I know that I will write alot as I have alot to purge - its okay that you...
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