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  1. AngelKeeperJ

    Undiagnosed I think I was molested and I am feeling lost.

    Welcome to the site! You have found a special place indeed! I am sorry about the experiences that bring you here. You are doing the best thing by reaching out here, as you will discover that you are not alone. And you are young. Many of us have waited until we were deeper into adulthood before...
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    gnarly depressive episode

    @wicked juggalo I relate completely. I call my “dead” feelings the flat line. Can't feel anything but bad. That's when I know that I have to take action, whether it is calling someone (I call the National Suicide hotline which is 988 in the States) or making an appointment with my therapist...
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    Self-Hatred from showing emotion

    Welcome to the forum. I am sorry for the reasons you need help and hope that you find good support here! I have been a member since 2011 and highly recommend engaging with the vast amount of information and compassion available here. I have similar issues about emotions caused by growing up in...
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    I Want To Get Away …I Want A Gettaway!

    Flying out of town and visiting my BF in Utah. (working on it) We have a 50+ year friendship. I am easy to please 😊 Thanks for asking!
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    "I can today"

    I can change what I choose to change
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    Thank You To All Who Donated During 2023

    Thank you, Anthony, for the time, effort, and money that you have put into the forum! It's a special place for sure!
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    Merry Christmas

    Merry Christmas 🎄
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    I bought a "light therapy" lamp and it's good

    Exactly! ANY kind of bright light in the dark of winter is better than none👍🏼😊
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    Sufferer New and in the midst of a CPTSD hurricane

    Welcome to the forum! You have found a special place for sure…I am learning (again) that I can hold sadness and happiness in the same minute, hour, or day. During the hardest times I take it one minute at a time I am sorry for your struggles, and glad you found us. I have been here since 2011...
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    I bought a "light therapy" lamp and it's good

    Thank goodness we are all different and what works for some doesn't work for others. Admittedly, perhaps just believing it will help can make it so. 😊
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    Sufferer Lost My World - Coping With PTSD, Anxiety, & Grief

    Hang in there! Time helps…eventually. Just don't give up. I still struggle this time of year and am still learning to take one day at a time, at 67 years old. Persistence pays off😊
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    Sufferer SA makes intimate relationships feel impossible

    Welcome to the site! I am so sorry that you have been assaulted…it’s a big hurdle to get past. Therapy would be helpful. I was married 4 times in 11 years. I realized that I always picked the wrong men because I had such low self-esteem that any attention felt like love. I become who I think...
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    Sufferer Lost My World - Coping With PTSD, Anxiety, & Grief

    Welcome to the site! I am glad you found us! Its a special place, safe and friendly. I have been a member for 12 years now. I'm sorry for your suffering, yet, I can promise that change can happen...if you open up to new possibilities. Even tiny ones count. My motto: Just don't quit. I hope...
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    Sufferer Just looking for people who understand - Childhood trauma, wife OD’d, isolated & unable to answer getting to know you questions.

    Welcome to the forum. I am sorry for the reason you have the need for such a place and can say that you have found a special and safe place. Best Wishes!
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    Is that posible that I developed ptsd symptoms from my childhood trauma only in adulthood (26 yo)

    I only recognized what my childhood trauma did to me in my 40s. Before that I had little insight into why I am the way I am. It's not surprising to “wake up” in adulthood and remember things that have been long buried. Seeking help is the way to healing…
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    Prayer Requests

    Of course! The love you are showing them is life-changing! I will be praying!
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    Thought I was doing better

    Guilt, guilt, guilt…I feel guilty for wanting my life to be over. I have no plans to end my life, nor would I EVER do anything to cause that. I would never pass on my sorrows to the people I would leave behind. I cannot do that. But the stupid thoughts are chasing me. I feel guilty for my mom...
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    What’s your favorite?

    Music😁
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Thank you so much @Lionheart! I am honored💜🦁💜
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    What would you come back as?

    I think I would be a dolphin 🐬
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    Undiagnosed Im not sure if im making the right decision

    Welcome to the site! Reaching out for help is essential to the healing process. You've made a good start. Best of luck with your journey 💙
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    Sex is disgusting

    Well said! My feelings exactly 👍🏼
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    Prayer Requests

    I will pray for your friend...that he will find peace and health in the midst of his struggles!💜💜💜
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