multiple sclerosis, figromyalgia, psoriatic arthritis, severe scoliosis, dermatitis, slipped disc, COPD, sleep apnea, obesity, IBS, asthma, hypothyroidism, unknown stomach/digestive problems I wake up sick as a dog, go to sleep feeling terribly sick, vomit up food half the time, cough constantly, have choking and gagging fits, can't walk more than ten steps without panting for air. I have had multiple tests, cat scans, MRIs and no doctor is the least bit interested when they see that they can't do anything for me, which is obvious as soon as they look at me. Each night I pray that I won't wake up again. Then I do and have to face another miserable day. I never go out, live alone, and my eyes are going bad on top of everything else. I don't understand why God keeps me alive. I'm just waiting for the stroke or heart attack at this point but have no one to even call the ambulance for me. Sorry to be so gloomy.