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12birds
Confident
I do not like being present. At least not right now. I want to slip into my disconnected world where I feel very little and nothing matters. But I am firmly locked in place at the helm of my shitty, damaged brain.
Some of the things I've read about trauma recovery included "stages". I don't know which stage this is supposed to be, but I hate it. Like a slow burn or a build up to something with no meaningful conclusion. I look in the mirror and see a silly little girl trying very hard to keep it together and doing a poor job.
Some of the things I've read about trauma recovery included "stages". I don't know which stage this is supposed to be, but I hate it. Like a slow burn or a build up to something with no meaningful conclusion. I look in the mirror and see a silly little girl trying very hard to keep it together and doing a poor job.