Keen
MyPTSD Pro
I had a couple questions for those diagnosed with DID. I'm really struggling with this, especially accepting it, and hoping talking with others might help.
One thing that bothers me is that I don't remember these switches occuring when I was younger, does this mean I can't actually have it, or I've just become aware of it since being an adult?
And does anyone have something called "co-consciousness"? And do you feel like you must be acting and pretending, because you're watching yourself behave and talk in these ways that aren't you, and so it feels like there's no explanation except that you're putting on a show?
Thanks,
Keen
Oh and one more question: does your experience ever be kinda like watching an engaging 3d (or 100d) movie, and you only notice once you switch back to your normal self that you weren't you? So you were aware the whole time, no amnesia, but its like you couldn't tell it was an alter until you switched back to your main self?
One thing that bothers me is that I don't remember these switches occuring when I was younger, does this mean I can't actually have it, or I've just become aware of it since being an adult?
And does anyone have something called "co-consciousness"? And do you feel like you must be acting and pretending, because you're watching yourself behave and talk in these ways that aren't you, and so it feels like there's no explanation except that you're putting on a show?
Thanks,
Keen
Oh and one more question: does your experience ever be kinda like watching an engaging 3d (or 100d) movie, and you only notice once you switch back to your normal self that you weren't you? So you were aware the whole time, no amnesia, but its like you couldn't tell it was an alter until you switched back to your main self?
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