I don't say what's on my mind lol. I just read the last post and I was trying to say it. IDK if I'm lazy or what. I'm just not any good at winning and my wife is real good at it. That sums it up. I probably won't say it to the therapist even though I love her. It's hard to be so lonely. I want to identify with people but I don't fit anywhere. I knew a guy once at the last job I had who was a gay republican? He used to love making them all mad at him, but he was a big bastard, about 230 lbs and he wasn't fat. lol. That kind of physicality comes in handy when you are arguing with people. But my wife isn't about to budge. I feel sympathy now for guys having affairs. It makes me sad though. He wants love at home and lots of times she just can't.