I’m always talking because it’s a distraction lol. I don’t really run me. Other things people and places in my subconscious run me. I’m a product. Haha I just thought of the matrix and the architect. I’m the sum of an unbalanced equation. I think that’s what he said. Someone mentioned Castenada , that’s another bad joke but a good read. I didn’t just read that stuff, I believed it. I wish my phucking brain had been plugged in when I was younger. I knew it wasn’t. I knew other people knew more about what was going on than I.