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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Mach123" data-source="post: 1718917" data-attributes="member: 19597">We are all getting along actually with some boundary stuff.  I get so horny.  I’m awake it’s the middle of the night and I just had to wait out an erection for 40 minutes or so.  Cabbage soup.I was yelling in that last post but all that stuff is my own fault and I was mad because I take the submissive position.  This makes me avoid people like crazy because I want to do this even though I’m yelling and saying I don’t.  This is exactly my wife’s behaviour which is funny.  This is how girls behave.  Don’t don’t don’t stop.That’s what I was saying in my last post.  I do like a girl does.  I’m pushing you like I want to be dominant but I actually want you to phuck me.  It’s not a male female thing .  It’s sexual.  But it’s not gender specific.  Girls are saying always it’s not all about your penis and stuff like that then They phuck and say it’s not all about sex.If it ain’t I’d like to know what is.This is just to show what I struggled with   This is why everything is like this and nothing changes.  I’m much better now because I can see it but I have to avoid people.  I can’t control it.  I know I act like a girl and people see it sometimes .  It’s so embarrassing.  Drinking works but it’s hard in the body so I can’t do it anymore.  I like anesthetics.  It gets rid of feeling like sex All the time.  I feel like sex right after sex.  My wife can give me multiple orgasms but she won’t work at it she’s lazy.  I’m always going for her to have that second orgasm. I only get it once in a blue moon.I wanna give her a kiss when she wakes up.  She finally admitted she was having a good time about two orgasms ago.  She says “how come that’s so good”. That’s her in an unguarded moment.  The rest of the time she hisses at me that she hates it.Idk why she’s got to be so difficult, I know she can’t help it.  I also know it makes it better when I have to pursue her like crazy.  She likes that.  Getting chased around.  She complains about it but it’s been going on for thirty years.  Something about it works.</blockquote>

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