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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Mach123" data-source="post: 1718920" data-attributes="member: 19597">I’ve been back on my diet 3 days .  Cabbage soup, corn chips, hamburger.  I have to eat some salad today.  Green things.  I’m just going to do for myself for a little when I do things for other people here in my family they all resist .  I can’t do it anymore I’m just going to hide awhile.  Anything I say to anyone I have to force them or argue.  Phucking make your own food or stay in bed all day and don’t get up phuck you.  I just can’t stand everyone yelling at me anymore so I’ll be quiet and they can come beg me if they want something.  Why should I volunteer for abuse?  I take care of them all behind the scenes.  I grocery shop and clean.  I take them walking and fix everything line the phones tv and computers.  If anything breaks or leaks they all come looking for me.  Then they say I’m not doing enough.  I’m sick of the husband dad thing it’s a racket.  I’m sure they’d all be better off without me to kick around.It’s being the volunteer that is how you stop it.  Don’t do things and complain.  Stop doing them and let them ask you what’s wrong.  Why aren’t you getting the groceries?I need to have sex though that stops me from complaining lol.  I become a happy voulenteer submissive for a few days.  My wife really works me into this sh*t.  She expects or demands it, but she won’t admit she’s doing that.  Anyway I have a bunch of stuff to do I’m trying to insulate the exterior wall in the downstairs bathroom.  I think the gas company will do the whole downstairs free as part of a program they have but covid stopped everything.  There is a shower and laundry in one room and sink and toilet in theother.  It’s nice in the summer but really cold this time of year.  I thought I’d have to build walls but they make a foam insulation you can just glue it up and Sheetrock over it.  I have a hard time doing stuff like this.  I have to be really patient and I get very frustrated and angry if things don’t go well.  It’s important for me to be very gentle with myself when I try and do stuff like thi.  Stuff like the men are supposed to be able to do.  I’m much better in The kitchen or with the vacuum lol.  I have to buy some flowers today If I can get to it,  I didnt manage to get any before Christmas.</blockquote>

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