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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Mach123" data-source="post: 1718931" data-attributes="member: 19597">My wife failed to appear in my bed this morning.  You know what that means LOL.  Someone’s in big trouble!It’s nice to see it’s a thing though?  I can feel like that or see that and it doesn’t have to escalate to a thing thing.  A trauma thing.  An episode.I’m going to get what I want.  I might have to wait a little.There’s more.  Like she could still come in.  Mostly that stuff is in my mind.  But a lot of it is real.  I’m bad she’s bad, I’m good she’s good.  I have a tremendous need.  It’s a real problem but it’s a really great thing to feel so passionate about my wife of all these years.I might just stay in bed all day.  She would say she always grateful to be left alone.  I know the feeling.  Neither of us really wants to take care of anyone else all that much and we are tasked with it.  We have people we have to take care of and we have to take care of each other.  I don’t feel like going through this today without getting laid lol.  I remember being like that when I was first married.  It’s the only thing that gives me the patience to withstand them all.</blockquote>