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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Mach123" data-source="post: 1718942" data-attributes="member: 19597">PAIN KILLERSOk so I use pot and it’s been a miracle for me because everything else stopped over a couple years.  I could include barbiturates and a host of other drugs and I definitely include alcohol.  I just posted a thread and I feel like this is a other one but threads on here are tough and I don’t really know what to do with them.  I like the threads that ya e a life of their own and outlived the people who started them but I dont like the subject matter in most of them.Did I mention food?A thread line this wouldn’t go anywhere because people are protective of their “lovers”, and tend not to tell the truth.Anyway it took me a long time to come out and say I was on pot, my current lover or one of them.  But painkillers I LOVE love, even partly because they suppress my other LOVE love Which IS love or sex or both.  : )Im in my room with the door shut because if I open my mouth it’ll be complaints and that’ll be met with resistance.  That’s because if sex because, as my wife would put it, I think I should get laid.You’re damned right I think I should get laid.  It’s a lot of trouble putting up with four people two of whom are extremely handicapped in a really small space and the whole house on my hands because nobody else can lift a finger about anything.  The money going into upkeep on this dump outstrips the equity as far as I can see and I don’t feel like working for nothing.  I’d rather live in an apartment.I say that but IDK how true it is?  All I know is I got a bill for $300 from another phucking  plumber my wife left out for me and that’s bullshit.  So I should go to work now and pay for the privilege.  Nobody wanted to rent to us though.This isn’t what I wanted to talk about.I don’t have the urge about the pills thank GOD.  I don’t drink either and I can control my diet with some effort.  I get pills a couple times a year.  My last physical I got 7 5 mg oxys which gave me a very pleasant 2 weeks but I mentioned it here and I was very protective about it.  I’ve just been rubbing the arthritis pain creme on my wrist and took a CelebreIf I could get them I’d just keep taking them.  Then it’s like trying to cut back always and take days off and blah blah.  That sucks.  I don’t get that with pot.  I fill up my vape every 48 hours just about like clockwork and I’m good.  I don’t use more and I don’t worry about running out especially now there are pot stores opening all over.  But what I mean is if I can’t get to my vape which I can’t sometimes there are so many people around it doesn’t really matter I don’t get all squirrelly.My local guy who is so nice and makes sure I have soMe, and gives me a lot for what I pay, is on about a once a month or six week schedule he calls me.  But I’ve still got half of it left.  I pay him anyway just for Taking care of me.I’m thinking about pills right now because everything is too much this morning lol.  I’m ok?  I’d like to numb the sex thing?  But I’m doing really good at “deciding” to feel good.  I was awake all night but it was kinda nice actually.  Meditation has been working whatever that means.I’m in a lot of pain though physically, and I wanna get laid.  I didn’t  masturbate after last time.  And the moon is just gone by.</blockquote>

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