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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Mach123" data-source="post: 1721230" data-attributes="member: 19597">What I really wanted to say is sex is bothering me so much I think I might be remembering something.  That’s not a new feeling but, since we are doing oral sex meaning she “lets” me, things are different.The therapist for me going yesterday by mentioning the “situation” which is talking about politics which has no place in therapy and I had to “talk her down”.  I told her I loved her unconditionally and she accepted it.  Simply put, she hates me because of what I represent.But we all have to make an effort.  I’ve been thinking about ghandi the last couple days.  Just as a representative of non violence I don’t even remember his circumstances.I always would have taken the bait in the past and started yelling about my boundaries being violated .  I didn’t say anything.  I did get tweaked though so I used it as a springboard to say a bunch of stuff I haven’t been able to get out and saying phuck phuck phuck  and being vehement.  LOL.Ive been meaning to unload about her old recovery site for men.  She’s says she’s no longer involved and wiggles out if it that way.  She thinks she’s so high and mighty but I see her sometimes as a girl.  I know she thinks she knows about the men but I don’t believe her.  Anyway she’s good enough I don’t know how anyone could help much really.  I’m not so good right now.  It comes and goes.</blockquote>

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