i feel like ive been through far more than i can handle. i use to hang out with friends all the time, and couldnt stand staying at home for long. now i just shut everyone and everything out everyday all the time. i spend over 23 hours a day at home alone. i dont think thats normal at all. when people ask to hang out i make excuses not to. i was in an abusive relationship. i just recently lost two vehicles because if i tried to make the payments he would freak out and hurt me physically. people in my own family tell me that its my fault that i lost everything because i didnt break up with him when they told me to. and refuse to help me. he got arrested a while ago. than i lived in an apartment for 2 months where alot of strange/freaky happened. ive moved 3 times since i lived there, and it kept following me around. many times i would feel someones hand touching my body but didnt see anything there, i even felt like i was being groped sometimes. i heard creepy voices, and other people heard the same thing too, so i know its not in my head. in all 3 places ive heard wierd noises coming from the bathroom, and felt a presence. i cant talk to people about it because it freaks them out, but i feel the need to talk about it. i feel like im going crazy, and cant go to the doctor right now, so im looking for advice. i feel like the only one in the world who has all this strange stuff happen, but cant talk about it cause people think im nuts and ill scare them off. so its driving me crazy.