I'm afraid to make this thread even. I have a medical issue with my genitals, it's probably not anything, but could be a big problem potentially. I don't really want to go into the nature of the problem. Not important. Too personal. My doctor set me up with the people to check it out, gave a reference/recommendation or whatever, but I never called them to set up an appointment. I couldn't bring myself to do it. Just thinking of being touched down there makes me start to feel nauseous, even if it's just a doctor, even if I am allowing it. What do I do? I don't want to let a medical issue become a bigger problem, but I also am so damn afraid of getting checked out. I know it will be triggering as f*ck, but I also know that I probably shouldn't wait, because it's probably going to be a long time before I stop being so triggered by that stuff.