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I'm afraid to go to sleep tonight. There's so many bad things running around in my head. They're all fighting to take over and leaving me a complete mess. I hate being scared. I hate that he made me feel this way. I hate that he has that much power over me still.
I stay up until I'm exhausted hoping I can go to sleep with an empty mind. Hoping I don't dream. Hoping I'm too tired and the nightmares won't come, and if they do... just hoping that I wake and don't remember any of it.
I stay up until I'm exhausted hoping I can go to sleep with an empty mind. Hoping I don't dream. Hoping I'm too tired and the nightmares won't come, and if they do... just hoping that I wake and don't remember any of it.