Hi ..i have been getting to know you a bit before plucking up courage to seek support .i have recently been diagnosed with PTSD after a 2 yr struggle with worsening symptoms. I am in T but early days & still v scared and finding it distressing . I can't ever see a way of connecting to my pre trauma self as i am so lost . My main struggles are constant intrusive memories , fear of sleep , flashbacks, guilt, anger, the street and its people , hate . All due i'm sure to the unresolved grief from witnessing traumatic death of my oldest most loved childhood friend. Anyway , HI ,im no longer a lurker