pamcoco
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I am anxious, maybe even fearful. November 21, well really November 22 very early morning, will be one year since my only suicide attempt.
The date drawing closer, especially in my current circumstances, is gnawing at me. I have made plans to be around kind people in an environment totally different than last year, but still I am triggered.
The odd thing is I am not sure why it is upsetting me so. The intricacies of my thoughts and emotions about this date are a blind spot.
Is there anyone else whom has attempted suicide that might be able to shed some light for me? Have you had similar feelings and do you know what the significance is/was for you?
The date drawing closer, especially in my current circumstances, is gnawing at me. I have made plans to be around kind people in an environment totally different than last year, but still I am triggered.
The odd thing is I am not sure why it is upsetting me so. The intricacies of my thoughts and emotions about this date are a blind spot.
Is there anyone else whom has attempted suicide that might be able to shed some light for me? Have you had similar feelings and do you know what the significance is/was for you?