I get very anxious around older men. I am really scared older men will find me sexually attractive, even when I know that they are married and have not shown any signs of being into me - I can still feel so extremely anxious just in case they find me attractive. This has of course affected the way I often act around older men, I become very nervous and push them away from me. I have improved around them though, it was very bad when I was younger. I am even scared my dad or my uncles will find me sexually attractive... I can't recall any sexual abuse in my childhood, so I think it is all really confusing (I can only remember certain parts of my childhood). Has anyone else experienced this? Is there any way I can stop thinking this way?