hey guys. Been awol for a little while...need to vent. I had to go out of town last week on business and was out of the house for five days. I was ok when I left, but then while away, I had a chance to think about how difficult it has been living with a wife who suffers from PTSD. It is extremely aggravating at times, even though I know she isn’t like that underneath. We’ve had ups and downs (in the past: lies about meds, taking money to buy them without telling me, telling me she hates me, doesn’t want to have kids with me, etc.), like most of you here, and today I am feeling down about it. Anyway, I know I need to take care of myself when these times come...PTSD is such a bitch, I just feel trapped in it sometimes.