Pakadlangitok
Confident
Hello-
I have recently been brave enough to post some You Tube videos. It's been hard because I have always felt so insignificant and worthless since the PTSD. The massive amounts of shame.....
My friend saw it and commented that I do not look good on videos, that I am much better in person. (I am not that good looking in person, so.....)
The subject matter on the videos was serious enough that I had hoped it would overlook my natural uncomliness. It was very hard and took a lot of bravery to do them because I generally hide away and isolate. Now I feel really bad and want to take them all down. It just makes me feel like I am as worthless as I feel..........<sigh>
What would you all do?
I have recently been brave enough to post some You Tube videos. It's been hard because I have always felt so insignificant and worthless since the PTSD. The massive amounts of shame.....
My friend saw it and commented that I do not look good on videos, that I am much better in person. (I am not that good looking in person, so.....)
The subject matter on the videos was serious enough that I had hoped it would overlook my natural uncomliness. It was very hard and took a lot of bravery to do them because I generally hide away and isolate. Now I feel really bad and want to take them all down. It just makes me feel like I am as worthless as I feel..........<sigh>
What would you all do?