Recovery4Me
MyPTSD Pro
I am weary from trying to get interactive rhythms in sync. I seem to be able to connect on a level that makes my family (and myself) somewhat comfortable for short periods of time. But then I find that I can not understand the energy flow or lull that follows.
I start detaching inside while gliding over an engraved set of questions - for despite years, experience, therapists, or books, I never inch closer to sustained connectivity. Slowly as I loose the thread of togetherness, I try to mirror an common movement at the dinner table, or grouping such as the posture patterns, the quiet, perhaps the odd chuckle. Just a toolbox exit, that allows an graceful, neutral fade from the prior robust conversation. There is no judgment nor expectations of catching that wave again as I have now shut-down.
So I thought I ask as PTSD lives among many spectrums...
can someone share if they can sustain closeness without too much interruption when PTSD Symptoms engage? Thanks.
I start detaching inside while gliding over an engraved set of questions - for despite years, experience, therapists, or books, I never inch closer to sustained connectivity. Slowly as I loose the thread of togetherness, I try to mirror an common movement at the dinner table, or grouping such as the posture patterns, the quiet, perhaps the odd chuckle. Just a toolbox exit, that allows an graceful, neutral fade from the prior robust conversation. There is no judgment nor expectations of catching that wave again as I have now shut-down.
So I thought I ask as PTSD lives among many spectrums...
can someone share if they can sustain closeness without too much interruption when PTSD Symptoms engage? Thanks.