Someone just apologized for posting a long post. I apologize that I couldn't read it all of the way through. It's not because of the contents, or who the person is. I want to read it all. That post was intense, in a good way. I scanned it and wanted to read it, but as I said, I couldn't.
Does any one else get a sense as you are reading things here and post about other people's life that you are getting too close, getting to know too much, and are really unwanted? I love reading people's posts, and commenting on them, and I know that people here relate to me as much as I relate to them. But I get really weighed down by the sense that the next post is going to be a personal attack against what I say, or worse, who I am. It hasn't happened yet after many many posts, and I think if someone did personally attack me I would be able to work through it. Still, it's like I'm having to fight down this anxiety every time I send a post. It takes for ever to write one, because I try to get it perfect. (I'm not double checking what I'm writing on this thread, and hope it doesn't come out as jibberish)
Does any one else get a sense as you are reading things here and post about other people's life that you are getting too close, getting to know too much, and are really unwanted? I love reading people's posts, and commenting on them, and I know that people here relate to me as much as I relate to them. But I get really weighed down by the sense that the next post is going to be a personal attack against what I say, or worse, who I am. It hasn't happened yet after many many posts, and I think if someone did personally attack me I would be able to work through it. Still, it's like I'm having to fight down this anxiety every time I send a post. It takes for ever to write one, because I try to get it perfect. (I'm not double checking what I'm writing on this thread, and hope it doesn't come out as jibberish)