how long does it take for the crazies to go away
I'm so tired of wakeing up screaming and hitting and kicking my poor husband. I spend the nights wakeing the floor till dawn "I call it the night monsters" when I see some-one with a hoodie on. I can't move my feet want to run but my body won't. my head can't hear Tom speak to me! all I can do is stand there and wait for the man to rob the clerk.
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop... This feeling that some-one is behind me is making me jumpier that a cat in a room full of rocking chairs..I can't even rember to change my clothes with out being reminded.NO I DON'T WANT TO DIE! but I do want my life back when I enjoyed the most was making people smile,I want to be that happy person again.
I want my grandkids to spend the night like they use too.
I want the man who did this to me to say he's sorry!!!
I want the screaming in my head to SHUT-UP
I was the person that handled anything and everything the one others came to for advice.now I'm learing to read and write again. my speech is slurred now.:wall:
sally
I'm so tired of wakeing up screaming and hitting and kicking my poor husband. I spend the nights wakeing the floor till dawn "I call it the night monsters" when I see some-one with a hoodie on. I can't move my feet want to run but my body won't. my head can't hear Tom speak to me! all I can do is stand there and wait for the man to rob the clerk.
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop... This feeling that some-one is behind me is making me jumpier that a cat in a room full of rocking chairs..I can't even rember to change my clothes with out being reminded.NO I DON'T WANT TO DIE! but I do want my life back when I enjoyed the most was making people smile,I want to be that happy person again.
I want my grandkids to spend the night like they use too.
I want the man who did this to me to say he's sorry!!!
I want the screaming in my head to SHUT-UP
I was the person that handled anything and everything the one others came to for advice.now I'm learing to read and write again. my speech is slurred now.:wall:
sally