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Can't talk to t about nightmare

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loui50

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I have nightmares almost every night and usually don't remember them. The one I remember from 2 days ago is this. I was a teenager in the dream. An older man kept slapping me on the butt (something my step dad use to do). I was begging him to stop (something i use to do) and the other teenagers said I should be happy to have the attention of an older man. I couldnt talk about this to t today. It's the first nightmare I actually remember that relates to my abuse. How do I talk about it?I feel embarrassed.
 
I could write it down and let her read it. But I'm embarrassed to talk about it. I don't know why I'm embarrassed but any time we talk about my childhood I get embarrassed. I feel like I'm making a mountain out of a molehill I guess. I'm afraid she'll see it as no big deal even though she has never treated me that way.
 
I think that a part of treatment is pushing ourselves to talk about things that are uncomfortable.

I don’t think your therapist will think it’s no big deal.

Could you tell her these feelings before you talk about the nightmare?
 
I know she won't minimize things with my adult brain, but the kid brain takes over and is afraid. If that makes any sense. I need to talk about my past with her, but every time we try it throws me way off.
 
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