Gs172003
MyPTSD Pro
One more thing. If both of these were one time incidents, and then much later you developed your fetish, what makes you think they are related? Could it possibly be you would have developed it regardless?
This is why you really really need to be in therapy. Someone needs to help you figure all this out.
This is why you really really need to be in therapy. Someone needs to help you figure all this out.