i am desperately trying to come to terms with the events that have occurred in my life and talk about them for the first time but i have no one to talk to about this. i am really confused and dont understand what has happened to me and never have. up until about twenty minutes ago i didnt want to come to terms with the impact my trauma has had on my life and on me as a person. i would really love someone to talk to and relate to. ive never really talked about this before.