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Connection To Feeling - Piano Chords | Camera

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ghost

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It's been over a year since I logged in/posted

As much of my life as I've regained, questions like "how are you going?", "how do you feel?" still overload my mental circuitry

By and large, I don't know what I feel... if I feel

Sitting at a piano, piecing together notes, chords | absorbing, through the lens of a camera, the intricacy of my surroundings, I connect again to the fullness of human emotion

 
Pianos can be very healing, they facilitate a lot of emotional expression. I miss mine so much. It is far away in storage and hard to be without.
 
Sometimes I'll be wondering what I feel and ask my self what my face feels like. If I'm smiling, I'll know I'm happy. I know that sounds a little crazy, but it works. I'm reassured by noticing my own smile.
 
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