LilyRose
Platinum Member
I've been on meds for depression, but i stopped because they didn't work anymore. And i really don't like not feeling like myself.
Now my therapist team really wants me back on them and i am really struggling with that. I really don't want them... Of course i know nobody WANTS them, it's hard for everybody i get that.
I am really aggitated and i don't see a future right now. I am trying to look for other ways but i can't see it. It's so hard getting through the days right now without someone to talk to who i can trust.
I thought maybe some sleeping meds and benzo's for when it gets really bad would help... but doc won't give them to me. I got them from somewhere else but it is not the solution. They help me sleep for a few days, but feeling sleepy and weird all day on top of the rest sucks too. they don't calm me down.
So what to do? how do you cope with taking meds when you don't want them?
Now my therapist team really wants me back on them and i am really struggling with that. I really don't want them... Of course i know nobody WANTS them, it's hard for everybody i get that.
I am really aggitated and i don't see a future right now. I am trying to look for other ways but i can't see it. It's so hard getting through the days right now without someone to talk to who i can trust.
I thought maybe some sleeping meds and benzo's for when it gets really bad would help... but doc won't give them to me. I got them from somewhere else but it is not the solution. They help me sleep for a few days, but feeling sleepy and weird all day on top of the rest sucks too. they don't calm me down.
So what to do? how do you cope with taking meds when you don't want them?