mightsurvive
Confident
I'm so sick of myself posting negative posts but cant help it at the moment. i cant cope with work not one little bit. Just the thought of it makes me break down in tears. Sick of not being to cope and feel that im just really pathetic. I'm so angry with myself for feeling like this. I should be able to pull my socks up and get on with it but i cant. I have always been able to do that before but it doesnt work anymore. I've always been superwoman and im not used to feeling so weak and helpless i guess. I made it into work anyway but wish i wasnt here. Too much stress. I dont know why im even posting this because im not going to get the answer i want anyway. I want someone to say "dont go to work" but i also want someone to say "shutup, pull your socks up and get on with it, stop being so pathetic". Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I dont want to let work down because they are paying for 6 sessions at the counsellors and its not fair on them. But i cant cope with the work load. I'm not making much sense. Sorry