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lostforgottensoul
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Isn’t that how ptsd plays out?
Right. It shouldn't suprise me. What frustrates me is along with my therapist we have come up with amazingly creative ways to try to feel more safe posting and nothing is seeming to work. I don't know what it is. I feel like I am at the core of something and my god the rest of me doesn't want me to be there. I have no idea what it is but my god! The posts I have found my way in only was by following someone else. I can't even open one any other way. That I've been able to find anyway.
Nothing you are going through warrants punishment, & we all want you well, not more hurt.
Thank you. Yeah, last night was about punishment. For sure. I haven't been that much on a misson to punish myself in a real long time. Was kind of scary actually.
Just don't listen to all the self talk in your head ( easier said than done) that may come with being afraid to say something.
Yeah. That's been really hard. Up to cutting again, I guess.
Thank y'all though! It means everything to me that you care this much! Really, thank you!