Right now things are hard, I'm going to therapy and facing everything, but right now I'm struggling with how I'm feeling. I feel completely numb and sad about everything. At this moment I'm also dealing with grief and it's hard for people to understand. I haven't talked to many of my friends, and when I do it's very rare. All I feel is sadness and that's all I feel right now. My family has even noticed how sad I am. I have moments like this and it usually happens around this time each time. This is also around the time when I left my abuser.