i hide myself too, its not easy to let people in.
i tend to behave as people expect me to, happy bubbly and smiling when really im dying inside.
plus i cant stand the pity i get from people, i mean really, people, i dont need your pity, i need someone to just be there.
but... i dont want you either because ive never really had someone at my side before and it feels strange, wrrong even...
@LostLarry i feel you.


Totally agree! I have friends but if you never let them know what your going through they can’t support you and I haven’t. How about you?

killashandra I so agree with that sentiment, I loathe pity and I am sure I will get it so I just don’t go there.