It looks like you expressed yourself and internal processing extremely well. The me parts you acknowledge is your true real self but it appears your other conflicting selves are more dominant. To me it seems like the therapist is sitting or functioning as your true self until you are ready to assume that ...and the reason you may wonder if she can keep it is. She cannt. At some point you have to take that part back, make stronger and can take care of those conflicting and tiring parts. It is like accepting both good and bad parts. Now you are more or less assigning your good parts out....
You are super aware but maybe afraid to own it.
Your therapist can only keep it up but will eventually fail cause she cannt function your good parts for you. It is complicated but I am shocked and surprised you could not only articulate but write it down. Can you put on percentage of the conflicting parts against the "you" parts. That may give you an idea how to move the needle.
You are super aware but maybe afraid to own it.
Your therapist can only keep it up but will eventually fail cause she cannt function your good parts for you. It is complicated but I am shocked and surprised you could not only articulate but write it down. Can you put on percentage of the conflicting parts against the "you" parts. That may give you an idea how to move the needle.