LittleBigFoot
Policy Enforcement
I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and I’m getting more and more terrified of it. It’s a gynecology appointment but I’m not so much scared of the actual pap part. I’m way more terrified of just speaking to him. I’m so sure he’s going to be angry and disappointed in me for not being thinner because that was a discussion we had years ago the last time I saw him. I was supposed to be losing weight and I haven’t, I’ve actually gained a little and I know that’s going to make him mad and I don’t want to disappoint him. I don’t want to let him down with my failure to just do better.
I don’t know what I’m asking for exactly in this post. I just need to vent the anxiety I guess. I really want to cut and run to a different doc but they’re all the same and I’ve been to more than a few of the women docs around here and I hate them with a passion. He’s the only I’ve found that I’m comfortable with on the Pap test part. It’s just everything else.
I don’t know what I’m asking for exactly in this post. I just need to vent the anxiety I guess. I really want to cut and run to a different doc but they’re all the same and I’ve been to more than a few of the women docs around here and I hate them with a passion. He’s the only I’ve found that I’m comfortable with on the Pap test part. It’s just everything else.