I wanted to know if there's any writing people have, or any experiences they can share, about how electroconvulsive therapy may contribute to trauma? I had a course of ECT almost exactly a year ago and I still think about it all the time, have nightmares about it. I have panic attacks when i have to get a needle in the hospital because it's too similar to getting the anesthesia before ECT. It ruined my memory and I feel awful and I can't stop thinking about it especially since I'm coming up the the one-year anniversary. I don't know if this even counts as trauma, but when I tried looking it up all I found was articles on how ECT cures PTSD. Does anyone have a similar experience or resources?