mylunareclipse
MyPTSD Pro
If a therapist just turned the camera off on me and went to talk to dog sitter I would probably drop them. That’s just me.
Unless I could send them an email with everything you have written here and we discussed it and was open about everything that wasn’t working for me.
I just get a sense that this is not an option for you? Bringing these facts into the session and discussing them openly? Every single one of them and how you were let down. After 7 years it seems like that should be possible.
It’s also probably you are somewhat stuck in transference countertransference. You acting like the good “girl” her taking you for granted and so on. Were you the good girl, people pleaser in your family? Did people take you for granted? What stops you from expressing that anger now?
Unless I could send them an email with everything you have written here and we discussed it and was open about everything that wasn’t working for me.
I just get a sense that this is not an option for you? Bringing these facts into the session and discussing them openly? Every single one of them and how you were let down. After 7 years it seems like that should be possible.
It’s also probably you are somewhat stuck in transference countertransference. You acting like the good “girl” her taking you for granted and so on. Were you the good girl, people pleaser in your family? Did people take you for granted? What stops you from expressing that anger now?