Hm pretty much me. Adoptive mom helps somewhat financially but besides that not much of relationship. Im the person people call when they need a resourceful person beyond that keep to self(no one really hits me) dr and psych nurse but they are struggle psych nurse called and most of convo was him saying um or just silent. Meds are like russian roulette and have made me worse. Been to psyvh hoapital twice never again
Oh i get that. But when some says "they dont understand how to get Me to talk and are frustrated with themselves. But maybe im wrong to believe what THEY said.(even though in email) hmmm.. Trust me i would of stated i think they dont understand if it was that. Hence why wrote "they dont understand" vs "i think they dont understand" but thanks! God i feel like a ghost i can specifically say thing blatantly and it doesnt matter. Its like with adoptive fam when told them about grandmas declining health then after multiple hospitalizations want to state oh we didnt know she was so bad.... This is probably why have turned pretty mute no point in words.
Also i think i said they struggle to help not understand. But some do struggle to understand which is of course ok. Complete difference between understand vs help drs understands very well just has reached her ability to help etc
What all meds have you tried? They are always a challenge to get right. Also combo vs mono therapy works better for some. Are you also in therapy with a trauma therapist? I know I had to search for one that was prior military and that made a difference. Here is a great place to vent.