LeiaFlower
Confident
I am sorry if this sounds awkward I genuinely don’t know how to word this. I keep thinking about my current therapist abusing me. I told her it was a nightmare but it’s more of intrusive thoughts / maladaptive daydreaming because I intentionally think about it.
It feels more of a compulsion to damage the relationship. I genuinely don’t know how to else to explain it. But I don’t know what I’m supposed to do about it. Is it normal? Should I explain this to my therapist? What if she thinks I’m disgusting or wants to refer me to a different therapist?
It feels more of a compulsion to damage the relationship. I genuinely don’t know how to else to explain it. But I don’t know what I’m supposed to do about it. Is it normal? Should I explain this to my therapist? What if she thinks I’m disgusting or wants to refer me to a different therapist?