Lately I've been extremely nervous, anxious, and paranoid. I'm afraid of my boyfriend. I keep feeling like he is going to start acting like a couple of my exboyfriends. I keep saying "I'm sorry" constantly... I keep crying out of nowhere. I keep thinking everything is wrong when there is nothing bad happening. It's basically like seeing things that aren't there, but these are intrusive thoughts and feelings. It's like my gut/intuition is on mute and my imagination is showing me nightmares. There is no reason for me to think anything is wrong because everything is okay. Also, there's no reason for me to be afraid of my boyfriend. He's the most gentle, loving man I've ever met and date. I don't know what's happening to me but I would like to be my "normal" self before is developed. I can't figure out why any of this is happening.