I haven't felt this dysregulated in a while. I'm feeling overwhelmed with the lockdown, and I'm continuing to work which has been stressful. Also, my landlord keeps "forgetting" to cash my rent checks. It makes me think that he's trying to get rid of me. Maybe he'll claim that I was irresponsible. I had a traumatic experience as a kid when our family was evicted. But so long as I keep trying to pay the rent, he can't kick me out, right? I haven't done anything that would warrant eviction. My son and I don't fight, we keep our apartment clean, we're good citizens so far as I'm aware. But I'm so triggered. I feel like I'm going to lose my home. I guess I want to hear from people that my fears are unrealistic. My home can't just be yanked away from me for no reason, right?