Cypress
Confident
I just realized that in my core self- I feel like PTSD is my protection from harm. If I give up being hypervigilant and avoiding people- then something terrible will happen. I won’t be paying attentIon or will trust someone I should not and then everything will burn down. This is superstitious I know - bad stuff happens and there is nothing you can do about it - how did those of you further along than me convince yourselves that it was ok to let down your shield?