Feeling really depressed tonight and I'm picking myself apart... so far down that I feel worthless. I'm feeling like hurting myself even though I haven't in years. I'm in a serious, healthy relationship for once, but at times I feel like I can't handle it. I don't want to break up because there's no reason to and I love him, but I feel like dying. I can't handle my jealousy which i keep to myself or my insecurities. They make me suicidal or want to hurt myself. I don't want to be this way anymore. Please help in any way that you can.